John is in a coma...this smacked me over the side of the head today. He might not come out, or if he does he might be a Veggie for the rest of his life. This seriously gives me a horrible taste in my mouth. I mean he is one of the best friends I have online. I realize how odd that sounds but if you knew John you would understand how this is possible. When ever we are both on we are always joking with each other.
If I could adopt people into a family. I would call him a brother. One of those bigger brothers that just wants to have fun with you. that just wants to make you smile and loves it when you make him smile back. one of my biggest regrets in life, is probably going to be never being able to hang out with him irl.
We have rped together, run agame together and over all had a lot of fun writing together. Its both one of our passions. We where a good match, we could play brother and sister easily, we could play friends with little effort. All of this screams at me that he is someone I would have loved to have in my life a lot longer.
I just hope he is okay. He makes me laugh and has been my muse for more writers block days that I can remember. I guess if he passes I am going to have to write a book in his honor. Something for our friends to remember him by forever. I just rather not have to write it. That's all...
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