He left today. So i guess this is technically day one. Yeah that is right I made it through one day already. I don't know what to think or do about this but over all I think i am hanging in there. I went to Dr Bob's today and got fixed a bit. Learned some very important things about my body. Like I have scoliosis. :( which isn't good but it could be why my back hurts so much.
He is going to fix me though, so that is going to be good. Over all I am holding up well. I haven't gone to bed in the bed yet, its always been the couch. Hell I really haven't gone to bed yet. I don't know what this is going to do tomorrow. I mean I could be doing anything from laundry, which I really need to do to going out.
You know what I think I am going to just have a day in Have a day where I clean the house so its perfect for me, maybe even vaccum, that would be a real treat honestly.get all this dog hair out of the fucking way.
Over all my mood is alot better then I thought it would be. You know I honestly thought I would be depressed but I am actually really excited. I don't like being alone, but at the same time, its not as scary as I thought it would be.
I just hope the rest of the deployment goes so easy. man I really feel like I should be writing Rob a letter :( but at the same time, I worry that i just don't have it in me tonight. I think I am going to do it tomorrow. If nothing else at least an email, because he can read those on his phone.
I miss and love everyone up north but this is getting to be way to freaking fun.
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