two days. Less then that really and we haven't really been able to be together. I don't know what to do honestly, but then again he has so much to do and with my insominia who knows. I am hoping that my new hours will lead to the fact I am up at the same time he is when he is over there.
Today he said that they will have alot of down time so hopefully that means he can get onto his laptop and we can chat alot. I am hoping that this is nothing more then basic and AIT again. I hope. But then again its 5 months then 7 months. with two weeks in there that we don't get to leave a bedroom. Maybe.
Honestly I want to not be pregnant until the two weeks of R&R. I want to have is so he comes home to a very pregnant wife and gets to see the birth of his children. We can dream right?
So, now what do I get to do while he is gone? Hold down the fort so to speak. I get to relax and just do the becky things. I think I am going to start out with a massage, try to relax with him gone. I gotta figure out a work out schedual, so I think a WII is going to be in order as well as getting my bike back up. If I can get to biking every where I will once again be a thin little thing. When he gets home I want to surprise the living crap out of him on how his wife looks. Knock him off his feet so to speak.
I hope this year goes by fast. Very fast. I can't believe I am giving half my heart to the other half of the world but I do hope that it yields new experiences for hima nd some for me also. I want to get out of the house more and take photos. I want to be..alive. I guess I toss myself to the wind again, Here is hoping that I do well.
No comments:
Post a Comment